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"Logic is a small thing; Love is infinite."

Thursday, April 20, 2006

If everything isn't okay, it's not over

Sometimes I wake up and feel like a million. Other days - not so much. Today, unfortunately, was a 'not so much.' And it all began with last night.

I was up to three talking to the same person, about the same stuff, which made getting up at 7 an impossibility. When I did get up and dressed (at 11), I went to turn in the receipts for my internship. The provost office was closed. Therefore, I could not get the reimbursement for next week - like my mother wanted. Also, that meant that I would have to wait until next week before I could even think about getting my reimbursement. Which was an issue, bc I was fairly certain I was overdrawn bc of NYC. So, I decided I better go to the bank and see if I could fix anything. With $20 in my wallet I figure, if all my transactions haven't come through, I can put $10 in my checking and I will still have $10 for gas to get home on Saturday.

And then - like a miracle of God - my day got a lot better. I am standing in the bank when I realize that my check was direct deposited, and I never included in my register. So, I ask her - "how much?" - It was a lot. More than I expected. So that made me happy. Then I decide I should try the Provost office again. And - lo and behold- it's open and I was able to get my reciepts squared away. They are mailing the reimbursments to me over break. Realizing I have money, I decide I better go buy my spring term books. So I go -with my old text books - and make another $87. Overall, this day has not been as bad as I thought it would be.

It just reminds me of the saying "Everything will be okay." How many times have you heard someone say this and you think what the heck!?! Well, about a month ago - while I was having a pretty rough time of it - my friend Erik, who I met in St. Louis, told me that: "If everything isn't okay, it's not over." I was ready to pay $20 in overdraft and give up on the stupid provost's office - but in truth, my day had just begun!

I know you guys are probably all still working on finals and projects of the sort. I wish you best of luck. Kim offers you her protection, while she naps on the lawn - in the sun- with a book -and silly music -and no worries(virtually. 1,800 children will die today, of preventable causes).

Ok -that was depressing. Sorry guys.

3 comments:

Corey Patrick Miller said...

Well it's good that your day has taken a change for the better. Hopefully it continues to be okay.

- Hopefully I can get all of my stuff done for review tomorrow *dies*

Anonymous said...

It was by a miracle of God...He does amazing things in our lives!!!!! I praise him for that because I dont think I could go without knowing I have that never ending solid rock to always be there when I need the support.

Sorry for you who dont believe me but this is what I believe and I am not going to sit and keep it inside of me. I can't keep it in any longer. I am finding more peace everyday even when they are shitty like it has been lately but I will not give up because there is always a light at the end.

Ryan said...

I'm glad things got better Kim :)

Much <3

-Ryan^